MsCarmenSandiego

Lol I'm literally not using DeviantArt anymore. Why are you still here? I stopped using this site like. a while ago. Anyways, I'm mostly more active on Twitter and Discord. My Twitter: https://twitter.com/aponinokiseki Please ask for my Discord in private (DA Notes are fine but I respond to Twitter DMs more quicker). I honestly stopped using this site bc like. There is literally no reason why I should keep using this site if it'll just remind me of my cringey past self. And how I fucked up. Like. quite a lot here. I literally cannot log onto this site without it reminding me of how I was with my ex gfs n shit. I'm 21 now, and I had this DA acc since I was like. 13-14. And ngl I hate myself for having a DA acc in the first place. Sure, I've moved on from most things. But rn I'm like. Tired of looking at DA and looking at my DA acc. I'm basically a grown adult at this point. I know better now, and rn I just wanna be away from DA for good. So now is the time I will leave DA for

So uh. Remember how I used to date my partner, Shay? Well, that suddenly ended back in December of 2019. All because my really toxic ex friend encouraged my ex gf to break up with me. I was basically hurt for almost a whole year. Shay and I are on good terms currently, however. We just aren't together anymore. We have our own partners currently, and I don't think it'd be best if we ever got back together. I don't really see myself as polyam anymore due to this, and a few.. other reasons. I know I used to date Hellen and my other partner before Shay, I believe. And I wanna say that I'm no longer together with them either. I have a s/o of my own currently, and I love him a lot. I may have had other relationships end, but I hope my current one doesn't end anytime soon. He's my everything, and I really do hope he and I work out. Anyways, just thought I'd post this, since I feel like I've left people in the dark regarding my relationship status.